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I'm not really thinking about it, I'm going to do it. :)

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Song of the day: Little Secrets by Passion Pit
Mood: Annoyed

Come on this musical ride, with me.

Over the past 8 months I've been to 8 states, and seen over 20 shows. And it's only August.

I've recently, though being obsessed with music my whole life,  have put my "good groupie-ness" into motion.  Letting myself go and selling my soul to the road, sounds pretty ideal right now.

Why not? I mean, I'm not married, I'm not old.. I make good money.
My job has allowed me to basically take off at any given time and still manage to work 37-40 hour work weeks.

I try to justify it, but then I realize I really care about what anyone thinks.
Though to many others it seems that all I do is chase a "false sense of reality"

I hardly could define it by that.

Music literally is one of the only things I don't question in my life.
It makes sense and has always made sense. It's something that has an immediate affect on me when I hear the chords and melodies.

I guess some just don't get it, and that's fine. I'm not snorting lines, or sleeping with the bands. I'm not that  My bills are paid and make time for my friends and family.
I'm just living life and loving it.

I'm really loving my life right now, but then I get back from an incredible weekend and I feel like I've been dumped because the 'musical ride' is over.

It's a bittersweet symphony this life.... 
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now....

<3
Chasin you the rest of my life.

God, I love a good tune.

I saw it with my two green eyes.
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True love is always complicated, free and easy is overated.

Are you hiding or are you seeking?

Sometimes.

Sometimes I think about what it would be like if I didn't live in Oklahoma. It's not very often I do this, because I really love it here, but lately I've been thinking about different life options.


Would I be happier if I went to college in another state and lived off of ramen and poptarts?
Would I be happier if I stayed at home and finished Rose State and then to UCO to become a teacher?
Would I be happier if I were single?

What if I decided to to call up my grandma in California and tell her to clear a room, because I'm moving in.
I've been thinking about different things lately. Sometimes I feel lost.  Like what I'm doing isn't living life to it's full potential. That's what I've always been about.

Sometimes I feel lost.

Sometimes I write an entire blog and want to delete it.

Austin, Texas changed my life.


Legit.

I'm hunkering down, and I"m just going to do it.

Anyone that even knows me knows that I CONSTANTLY am taking pictures, of everything.

I'm going to be a photog.

Yep. I'm going to do it.


And I'm pretty stoked about it.


Also, I need to start conjuring up ideas for my bucket list.

I've never seen the movie, all I usually do is associate it with John Mayer, but I really want to write it down and legit learn/do stuff on it!

I'm inspired.

I love where my mind is at this point in my life, and lately that just seems out of the ordinary for me.

I know what to say

But don't know where to begin...

I'm random. Couldn't you tell. I love pepper. I will only drink Dr. Pepper if it's paired with pizza. Music takes me places where reality just can't seem to take me, Frank Sinatra's voice is like heaven to my ears, I listen to songs over and over until they get old, I can't deny a good syncopated rhythm, or any rhythm for that matter. I could lay for hours on a blanket in 75 degree weather sipping unsweetened iced tea with lemon under the sun, I've been in a relationship with my boyfriend for six years, yes, we've been together since high school. I play the clarinet. Hanson will always have a piece of my heart and be a part of my existence, I don't care what people say :) I have the grandest friends anyone could ask for, as cliche as that sounds, I'm not kidding.  I don't think it's possible for them to be any better. I've seen my favorite band over 20 something times, Sammy and I have tried to count we can't agree on a number. I hate corn. I have a horrible habit of nail biting. Gilmore Girls is one of my obsessions. I have over 14 tubes of mascara in my make-up bag. I'm a music snob. I actually like going to work, I have a tattoo, few have seen it, I don't talk about it much for funny reasons. Trust me you would laugh, but it totally is fitting for the way I am. I don't really like dessert, aside from cheesecake and I'm all over that. Coffee is great, though it upsets my stomach. I have heartburn all the time. It's pathetic. I sleep with a minimum of 3 blankets, even in the summer. My mom is my life, I'm currently living at home but when I was away at college I HAD to talk to her everyday. She is the reason I love music. I don't like Nirvana. I know what you're thinking, I just can't deny it. I've never been on a plane. I want to be a radio personality so badly but can't seem to submit my application into radio school. My friends and I have driven to The border of Oklahoma and back just for the sheer fact that we could. I would drive the hour and half it takes to go to Tulsa just for QT.  I do laundry when it's to the point where I have NOTHING to wear.

Sammy did it. So I thought I would too!

Oh hey. Come here often?